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Heartbroken Children’s Voices

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A pair of large steel scissor
Cut through
A branch

Seeking immediate remedy
Only to be disregarded
Anyway a broken branch is irreparable

Continue the breaking
Every broken branches
Shoots more arrows into my heart

Such sights
Tear two hearts into pieces
My son’s tears continuously roll down

Total broken pieces
produce
Broken hearts and feelings

Fatherly figure tend to hurt
Children’s hearts
Motherly figure cares child’s heart

Earthly fathers
Why do you have to exasperate the child?
Thus impairs Abba Father’s heart

Earthly mothers
Why do you have to spoil child’s heart?
Thus gives wrong signal

Earthly parents and grandparents
Be more cooperative
Stop confusing the obedient children

Tojiru Yoshiko


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 10 February 2016

My dad sits on a chair and opens my son’s blue rainbow Doraemon umbrella. Suddenly, he removes the rainbow Doraemon design cloth. I thought he is repairing it. Suddenly, he breaks it. My son cries. I attempt to stop him from continuing to do so. He doesn’t care. My mum appears and is shocked. She quickly points that is not the spoilt umbrella. Then she takes out my spoilt blue umbrella. However, dad’s words towards my son are extremely hurtful, “You have many other favourite toys. This is nothing. Anyway one branch has been broken.” Cut another branch pieces. My son’s and my heart breaks. That’s so hurting. The more he breaks, the more my heart breaks. Is that how he did when I was young? He still says he wants his children to be united.

However, now I beg to differ. My siblings lack of cooperation is inherited from my parents’ siblings generation. When the Lord bless me through partnerships with the same vision, mission and values, I have to exercise partial judgment. My partners and I shouldn’t let our family members enter into the company to promote cooperative spirit and teamwork. Most family members tend to cause the downhill of cooperativeness. Can provide them financially, but not involved into the partnership company. I can only thank the Lord’s grace and mercy to find favour from the higher management corporate people including my business mentor.

At night, my dad quickly tells me that my son plays with ice cube. I immediately step into the kitchen and I question my son, “Do you play with ice cube?” He nods. Then he asks, “is there an evidence?” My heart aches. Again I question, he answers, “yes.” Instantly, I WhatsApp Uncle WY, “My heart aches when my dad tells me to confront my son for playing ice cube. He nods then begins to say, “is there an evidence?” Please pray for the Lord’s will be done. I feel so speechless.” I really surrender my husband to God. I give up to God. I want my son to grow to be strong in God’s values. In the end, after I repeatedly seek God to forgive then I confess to him that I’m the one who wants to die. I feel so much better. Then he compliments me for doing the right thing. Next he comforts me to laughter as the best medicine.

God bless you all for reading my poetry to minister. 

Secret

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Secret

Secret


Inspiration On: Friday, 8 November 2013 at 8:30am to 11:45pm
Inspiration Ends On: Saturday, 16 November 2013 at 1:45pm

When I was pondering about truth being hidden as secret, it is always a painful experience etched deeply in heart and mind. Therefore, the ingrained hurts are hidden and painful experiences.

Missed Which Boat

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Wedding bells ring
Missed the career boat
New family caregiver
Problems with mother in law
Lifelong struggle of either finance and love or abuse
If husband’s contribution loses existence, wife ends as job seeker and
child care
Best to have partner around

Career minded
Missed the wedding boat
Parents caregiver
Problems in finding partner
Lifelong struggle of loneliness
If parents lose existence, loneliness creeps in
Best to have parents around

Which boat to miss?
Which path to tread?
A dilemma
A dilemma

Can’t we choose both?
To provide for children
Can’t we choose both?
Just like in Proverbs 31
To provide for the family
In case of rainy days


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 29 May 2013 at 11:40pm
Inspiration Ends On: Friday, 31 May 2013 at 4:44pm

According to my observation, the women are always in a dilemma position. Either path seems imperfect. Each path has its own risk. The reason to use “lose existence” instead of “disappear” will give a stronger word. It can mean loses job, pass away or divorce.

Bloodshed & Bloodbath

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Bloodbath on the land
The effect of war
Between two kings and/or presidents.
Shedding blood
For country issues.
Possessing other country
Protecting own country.

Bloodbath on the street
The effect of gang fights and gunfights
Between two leaders
Shedding blood
For territorial issues.
Possessing other territory
Protecting own land.

Bloodbath at the corner
The effects of catfights
Between two cats
Shedding blood
For territorial issues.
Possessing other territory
Protecting own land.

Bloodbath at houses
The effects of fights
Between two people
Shedding blood
For justice
For own family, friends, loved ones, assets and/or wealth.
Possessing those
Protecting those.

All in the name of
Possessions
And
Protections.


Inspiration On: Friday, 1 March 2013 at 8:36pm

The sight of bloodbath on land between two countries appeared in my mind. The war TV drama that I ever watched before is producing fruits of poetry.

Chaotic to Chaos

Tremendous senses creeps in humans’ heart when their minds are in chaos. Therefore, CHAOTIC hearts and mind will lead to CHAOS to the world.

Chaotic to Chaos


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 25 July 2012 at 6:27pm
Inspiration Ends On: Wednesday, 1 August 2012 at 4:30pm

Out of a sudden, “horrendous” and “chaotic” jumped up into my mind as I gazed upon the scenery out of the train window. On Friday at 11:35am, the word for T came. C and O on Sunday at 4:13am.

Afterward, struggle for the S of CHAOS suddenly came at 7:18pm, C at 11:44pm due to pumping the clogged shower tub.

CHAOTIC definitions were completed on Tuesday midnight from 3:05am onwards, T for “tempted” is changed to temptations. Followed by the words for H, I, C, changing from “Confused & Corrupted” to “Confusion with numerous paths”, adding to H “of the consequences”, and the words for A.

The remaining words for CHAOS were completed on Wednesday midnight after 2:21am. And revise the whole terms again.