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Blamed Perspectives

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Speak your opinion on this issue
I speak out
Only to be labeled selfish
Immediate suggest to overwrite
I relent out of care
Why should parents do so?

Oppressed Israelites wanted God to deliver
The Lord sent Moses and Aaron
Only to leave them alone
Immediate blamed them during harsher oppression
God delivered them out of Egypt
Why should the Israelites worship idols?
Provoke the Lord’s jealousy


Inspiration On: Sunday, 27 December 2015

In the morning, dad asks my opinion to cook the a vegetable to instruct the helper. My decision is to steam it. Immediately, he labels me selfish and blurts out his own opinion. Later, my son doesn’t like it. He never bothers to understand me. Then he suggests to use it for fried rice. I just reply that I’m okay with it. Does he ever care about my feelings? My son is overseas with his dad. Of course, I speak out my thinking when ask. I begin to see the main problem and many perspectives from this issue. Parents can’t stop voicing out their opinions onto their children due to going through many experiences. Pride seeps into their hearts. Jump to conclusion based on their sights. They have forgotten the importance to sit and listen to understand their own children.

After I do stretching from Kikuchi Taisou DVD, I begin to write. Writing is part of my discipline to improve my expression muscle. Noisy music comes out of my parents’ room. Suddenly, my dad stands at my door. He invites me to observe him to cook fried rice. I reply him later. Again he labels me and speaks that I won’t learn. Now, I see the reason parents and children fight against one another. Parents are eager to force their opinions to their children. If the child belongs to the opinionated category, they are labeled bad temper. Another category who is quiet, they are labeled for not being decisive. They care about their parents feelings. Yet the parents tend to demand their own ways.

All these help me to see from many perspectives. And also the reason I lose my concentration.

Thanks for reading my poetry and hope this poetry minister and bless you.

Refuge from the avenger

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The Lord is my
Refuge from the
Avenger of blood

Abba Father is my
Refuge from the
Avenger of jealousy

The Saviour is my
Refuge from the
Avenger of hatred

The Protector is my
Refuge from the a
Avenger of greed

Avenger of sin
Destroy the
Whole personhood

Beware the
Instilled flame from hell
Run away from its deception


Inspiration On: Tuesday, 26 May 2015 at 9:11am
Inspiration Ends On: Wednesday, 3 June 2015 at 5:24pm

This poetry births from Joshua 20:3c where The Lord provides shelter for those who accidentally take the life of others without any intent. However, it speaks to me that The Lord is my refuge from those who are jealous of me. There is nothing to be jealous of me. However, my cousin is jealous of me. My parents and siblings told me so. Her intellect and grade is much better than me. I feel hurt with her doings. But I see The Lord protects me from further hurts and protect my son and I when I was pregnant. I also see The Lord’s protection in my family life and destroy my mother in law’s evil scheme. She is trying to sow discord between my husband and I. Though I am do hurt with my husband blindness, something good comes out of it. I see his true colours. He is possessive and biased who do not check the matter out and sprout false accusations. Though i have been living in fear, I can only leave the matter into God’s hand and pray for the blood of Jesus to cover the family. God bless you all for reading my poetry to minister. 

Alphabetical Bullies

Alphabetical Bullies

Alphabetical Bullies


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 27 November 2013 at 7:45pm to Thursday, 28 November 2013 at 2:49am
Inspiration Ends On: Friday, 29 November 2013 at 9:48am

Being inspired with ant bully movie, I concluded my husband as insects and bugs bully. Recalling his young times, it seems disgusting to me for him to bully the insects and bugs he encountered. Remove cricket’s one leg then put back into the trees. Put fire onto a spider until its legs retract back and died. A brick to stomp onto a scorpion.

Then I was reminded of my brother during his primary days. A rat was locked in a trap cage. A stick inside the trap cage with a sharp end was used to sting the dark brown rat curiously. Though I asked him to stop, he continually sting it many times. I watched in horror in how it shrieked in pain until it stopped moving and ceased its breath. Such a gross sight.

All these sights and hearings mixed together and gives birth to this first acrostic poetry with the help from Yori. Reminding me of the book of Leviticus in the procedure to care the land God blesses. Leaving me speechless for D, E, O, Q, T, and U. When I think of the poor, there are downtrodden people. Leading me to the outcast.

God bless you all for reading my poetry to minister.

Abandonment

Abandonment

Abandonment causes grievances to an adult and even a child
Such negligence in a family is fatal in the future of abandoned person
Mankind choice of abandoning God’s truth and negligence in living it out
Lead to mankind’s demise and final destruction
Seek and Remember our first love and true responsibility


Inspiration On: Sunday, 13 October 2013 at 1:08am
Inspiration End On: Thursday, 17 October 2013 at 2:37am

Abandonment is the most painful feelings and memories. Thinking of it, some words define the acronym of abandon. But writing blocks occurred. Next day, more words define every letter and stuck again. Until the final day, all the blanks are completely filled in.

In Your

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In your anger
Do not bang the door
In your anger
Do not hit
In your anger
Do not kick

In your rage
Avoid fight
In your rage
Avoid quarrel
In your rage
Avoid strife

In your greed
Stop stealing
In your greed
Stop robbing
In your greed
Stop envy

In your jealousy
Bite your tongue
In your bitterness
Hold your hands and feet
In your wrath
Embrace God’s love

In all
Be kind
Be gentle
Be tender-hearted
Be forgiving
Dispel darkness from within
Don’t let the devil reign in your heart
Beware of sins knocking at your heart
By receiving Lord Jesus Christ
Letting the Holy Spirit to soften your heart
With God’s love all day
Living for Him
Letting His strength to be upon our weakness


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 10 July 2013 at 10:43am
Inspiration Ends On: Thursday, 11 July 2013 at 1:49am

This began with a guest staying in my house. Upon seeing my parents sat together in the kitchen, she banged the door (due to jealousy) then went out. Normally, she wouldn’t bang the door before my dad came. So I was thinking to add into the house rule, “In your anger, please do not bang the door.” Actually, this idea is inspired from Ephesians 4:22-32 (KJV), “That ye put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts; and be renewed in the spirit of your mind; and that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness. Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another. Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil. Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth. Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers. And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.

只有你 Only You

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受不了
受不了
我要见你
我只是

你而以

我吃醋
我吃醋
我只是
需要
你陪伴我而以

Unbearable
Unbearable
I only want to meet you
I just
Want
You only

Jealous
Jealous
I just
Need
You
For
Myself


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 29 May 2013 at 7:28pm to 8:12pm

My son wants his grandma so badly to say, “受不了” to my mum who just stepped into the house. He said that he was jealous yesterday when my mom went out with my dad. I wonder and wonder. Can we say that to our Lord? Does the Lord also feel the same towards us?

Alphabetical Sins

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Angry with Arrogant Heart
Brutal
Cunning & Cruelty
Diabolical & Diverse Weight
Envy
Feet to evil
Greed
Hatred with Haughty Eyes
Insulting & Injustice
Jealousy
Kill
Lying Tongue
Menace
Notorious & Nuke
Obsessive & Obliterate Justice
Pride with Pervert heart & mind
Quackery
Ravenous Rage
Scoff
Transgression to Trouble-Maker
Ungrateful
Venomous
Witchcraft
Xenophobia
Yet Mindset
Zap Zonked.


Inspiration On: Saturday, 27 April 2013 at 2:05pm
Inspiration Ends On: Friday, 3 May 2013 at 11:31pm

According to Oxford Advance Learner’s dictionary, yahoo means a rude, noisy or violent person. Yet is used in negative sentences and questions to talk about something that has not happened but that you expect to happen. Zap is to destroy, kill or hit somebody / something suddenly and with force. Zonked means extremely tired or suffering from the effects of alcohol or drugs. In conclusion, yet mindset is a much stronger word and the best word.

It all started with the words, “Diabolical Evil Venomous” to give this alphabetical inspiration poetry. It was a challenge to identify the sins in an alphabetical order. A few words flowed out daily. Including “Xenophobia” means a strong feeling of dislike or fear of people from other countries.