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Aura

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Aura

Aura


Inspiration On: Monday, 13 January 2014 at 6:48pm
Inspiration Ends On: Monday, 21 April 2014 at 3:36am

The image of a late teen girl with black clothes had been in my mind. Today, the right words birth out begin with the first line. Upon writing down the first line, other words flow out tremendously for the first stanza. But I faced writing block to produce the ending except for today. God bless you all for reading my poetry to minister.

Light in Darkness

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Light in Darkness

Light in Darkness


Inspiration On: Friday, 31 January 2014 at 11:55pm
Inspiration Ends On: Saturday, 15 February 2014 at 2:04am

While I walk towards my room, I had forgotten that the coffee table was moved onto the middle living room. It knocked hard onto my legs and I tried to cope with it. Realizing that humans have the tendency of being blind to own mistakes, it is the most essential part to look out in every human being. Hurt without realizing of own wrongdoings in darkness. This poetry birthed out of this painful experience then I left it for fifteen days before revising it again. Then I submit after revision. God bless you all for reading my poetry to minister.

Secret

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Secret

Secret


Inspiration On: Friday, 8 November 2013 at 8:30am to 11:45pm
Inspiration Ends On: Saturday, 16 November 2013 at 1:45pm

When I was pondering about truth being hidden as secret, it is always a painful experience etched deeply in heart and mind. Therefore, the ingrained hurts are hidden and painful experiences.

Pop

Pop

Pop


Inspiration On: Tuesday, 5 November 2013 at 2:55am
Inspiration Ends On: Wednesday, 6 November 2013 at 5:33am

Acronym of pop is good to be defined as this acrostic poetry. Good challenge for me to define and remind myself to endure during my painful life phase. Thanks for reading my poetry and hope this poetry minister and bless you.

Pain

Pain

Pain


Inspiration On: Monday, 4 November 2013 at 1:29am

Suddenly, I read “pain” word and the definition to letter I came. The last definition idea came from reading RBC discover series. The free dictionary explains pain as

  1. An unpleasant sensation occurring in varying degrees of severity as a consequence of injury, disease, or emotional disorder.
  2. Suffering or distress.
  3. A source of annoyance; a nuisance

Love Is Being

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Love is being open and vulnerable
Open to give love
Vulnerable to hurts and pains
Having patience to love and
Caring the needs of being loved
Bringing peace into fearful hearts
Longsuffering to fulfill His love
Full of kindness to the sinners

Goodness abounds the sinners
Gentle to bring hope and repentance
Blessing
Self control to the receiver of love

When the sinner
Lives in darkness
Selfishness abounds
Unlovable
Hateful
Greedy
Self addict

Love is God’s care for
The mankind
His creation
To solve our
Needs for
Being
Love

Immanuel
Jesus Christ
Son of God
God incarnate
The Lord
The Messiah
The Saviour of our souls
He saves
Instill joy into our needy hearts


Inspiration On: Sunday, 30 June 2013 from 2:09am to 2:09pm

When the painful moment occurred, I was enjoying my play with my three years son. We were playing his favourite kitchen toy set. Dashing into my brother’s room to offer a cup of coffee. Running to and fro. Putting the pans back onto the stove. A quiet brute force knocked onto the back of my spine playfully. Extremely painful. Enough to let tears well up in my eyes. My mother in law appeared and scolded him. Leading him to run towards my mother, but she rebuked him gently. Dashed into my mother’s room. Hiding behind the bed feeling guilty (I guess). Upon the pain was gone, my hands lost strength when I attempted to turn door knob. Waiting for a few minutes, my strength returned. I gently spoke to my mother in law to let the matter rest since he is still young.

Approaching my guilt-stricken hiding son behind the bed, he seemed hesitant to come out. Fearful of his predicament. Thank God for the understanding that he is still so young and the compassion He instilled upon me. Embracing my son, gently reason with him, and explain spine was the most sensitive part of the body. Nobody should hit such vulnerable section. No hitting spine and don’t let anybody to hit his. Finally, he came out and embraced me.

Upon reflecting this in the midnight, I realised love is open and vulnerable. More words flowed out as I revisited this poetry and remembered Galatians 5:22-23 (NIV), “But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.”

Die

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Die

How are we going to live since one day we will die physical death?
Do we want our souls to be saved through Christ (the Living God)?
Do we know our soul’s destination when death swallow our body?
Does the word ‘death’ brings fear or peace to our hearts?


Inspiration On: Sunday, 9 June 2013 from 12:44am to 11:22pm

Taking of my health is important and to have a youthful passion in living this life is essential to me. Keeping youthful look is useless without wisdom. Death is inevitable for humans. My mind paused and realised the acronym of the previous statement. But I was stuck to define the last word until night the excruciating pain we will go through when we lose our loved ones.

Soap

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Soap

Where is the sight of absolute beauty?
The garden of Eden
What is the sight of future?
Who is the sight of salvation?
When do we begin our path?
Where is the Path of cleansing our hearts and soul?

Salvation
Outcomes
Are
Powered by the Holy Spirit


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 5 June 2013 at 7:16pm
Inspiration On: Thursday, 7 June 2013 at 1:39pm

Writing for SOS gave me this acrostic poetry realizing either sight can be pleasure or pain. The acrostic is SOP, inserting A will produce the word SOAP. Next day, the other definition came.

Sweet to Bitter

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All sweetness of life may
Bring idleness, laziness
Cultivate such habits may
Depart from goodness
Evil beckons & knocks at the door
Falling into the trap of sins
Going after strange worships
Hiding behind the trees fearfully
Insidiously Innocence departs
Jeopardise own spiritual life
Killing own hearts from
Loving others
Melding oneself into
Nothingness and Worthlessness
Offering
Painful memories and Guilt hearts to
Question own wrong beliefs and actions
Rattling whole being
Suffering the consequences of own wrong
Towed by own actions
Under own blindness until getting
Venomous bite at heart and conscience as a
Wake Up call to avoid evil and
Xerox our Lord Jesus Christ to
Yearn for God’s kingdom to come
Zealously pleasing Him in hearts, minds, and actions


Inspiration On: Saturday, 1 June 2013 at 11:39pm
Inspiration Ends On: Tuesday, 4 June 2013 at 6:51pm

“Depart from goodness. Evil beckons. Evil knocks at the door” spoke in my mind. As I wrote it down, more words came. Unexpectedly, alphabetical poetry is produced. More words dropped into my mind as I revisited it repeatedly and prayerfully.

Foie Gras

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Foie Gras

Though Our Creator gives us precepts and commandments to listen and obey
He gives it out of love and out of good will.
The Scripture is given to guide us and for our own good.

Deuteronomy 10:12-14 (NIV)
And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God ask of you but to fear the Lord your God, to walk in obedience to Him, to love Him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul, and to observe the Lord’s commands and decrees that I am giving you today for your own good? To the Lord your God belong the heavens, even the highest heavens, the earth and everything in it.


Inspiration On: Saturday, 27 April 2013 at 11:30pm
Inspiration Ends On: Tuesday, 30 April 2013 at 4:21pm

Foie gras is a luxury delicacy of fattened livers of birds or goose or ducks where they were force feed in a controlled amount of food. Don’t they feel anything inside? They will not feel satiated after food so they eat more compared to normal animal. So force feed is a bad idea. God gives us the Bible, out of love, is to help us and guide us in our lives.

Pie

Pie

Pie

Our many experiences either accidental or non-incidental
Shapes our psychological inner-self.
Either those experiences will destroy us or make us into better people.


Inspiration On: Thursday, 4 April 2013 at 10:29pm
Inspiration Ends On: Saturday, 6 April 2013 at 10:55pm

The basic pie ingredients are flour, fine salt, granulated sugar, cold unsalted butter, ice water. Eggs can be added if needed.

Birth

Announced
Birth
Coming
Delightly or Distressingly
Either way
Forever
Giving
Happiness or Headache
Into
Joy or Jeopardy
Knot Of Kelp
Living
Moments
Nourish
Outstanding
Peace or Pain
Quay or Quake
Recognize the
Stake of child’s future
Thriving
Under
Vehement
Xcuse
Yarn
Zone


Inspiration On: Monday, 25 March 2013 at 1:20am
Inspiration Ends On: Saturday, 6 April 2013 at 10:12pm

It all started from, “Announced Birth” to flow out the inspiration from D to I on 27 March. Then words flow out to P on 1 April then to S on 2 April and to X on 3 April. Finally, the other words flowed to its final on the 6th of April.

Death On The Cross

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Pain
Pain
Excruciating pain
Death
Death
An excruciating death pain
Painful death on the cross
To atone for us
To save us from
The death pangs of sins
Sins that weigh in us
Sins that weigh us down
Sins that destroy our souls.
For He is the One who loves us
Loves us to die on the cross
Loves us dearly
We are dear to Him.

John 3:16-17 (KJV)
For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not His Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through Him might be saved.

Romans 5:5-11 (KJV)
And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us. For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die. But God commendeth His love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Much more
then, being now justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him. For if, when we were enemies, we were reconciled to God by the death of His Son, much more, being reconciled, we shall be saved by His life. And not only so, but we also joy in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom we have now received the atonement.


Inspiration On: Friday, 29 March 2013 from 4:30pm 10pm

I was exhausted with yesterday’s outing to get a good bargain for my freelance work. Upon waking up, headache worsens with tight painful shoulders and lack of concentration. Thank God that today is a good Friday, an office holiday so my husband isn’t working and can take care of my son. Then I realized how much more pain my Lord Jesus need to endure when he was flogged, carrying the cross and being nailed on the cross. My heart began to understand Him better and filled with thankfulness. Afterward, I whispered to my son of remembering Jesus’ sacrifice on the cross.

Grow

Always
Believing
Consistently
Deeply
Enraptured in
Full of
God and Growing in
Harmony
Integrity
Justice
Knowledge
Learning
Mind
Now
Overcome
Painful
Questions
Responsibly
Solemnly
Thoroughly
Understandingly & Undefiled
Vigorously
Wary of
Xenophobia
Yoke
Zealously


Inspiration On: Friday, 1 March 2013 at 5:08pm
Inspiration Ends On: Monday, 18 March 2013 at 2:33am

Flying Knives

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Flying knives
Of hurtful knives
Knives stab into your heart
Heart bleeds
Bleeds in pain
As
Blood oozes
Out of
The wounds.

Beware knives
Knives of hurtful words
Knives from behind
Knives of
Office politics.
Knives from
Friends.
Knives from
The evil one
The devil
Our real enemy.
Seek God’s help
Taking refuge in Him
Through Christ
His Son.


Inspiration On: Tuesday, 26 February 2013 at 12:40am
Inspiration Ends On: Wednesday, 27 February 2013 at 4:22pm

The idea of flying knives came about whenever I think of office politics. Then the feeling of the knives is related to the evil one. All I can do is to ask for God’s protection and find refuge in Him.

Poetry Burst Forth & Gushes Out

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As the pool of water burst to bubbles,
Poetries burst forth from life experiences
Poetries burst forth in my walk of faith
Poetries burst forth through observations
Poetries gush out from our inner-self
Poetries gush out from our hearts
Poetries gush out from our minds
Poetries of poetry
Telling every detail

Every detail of events
Every details of actions
Every detail of wishes
Every detail of dreams
Every detail of pains
Every detail of despairs
Every detail of sorrows
Every detail of tragedies
Every detail of joy
Every detail of love
Every detail of hope.

All these burst forth.
All these gush out.


Inspiration On: Friday, 15 February 2013 at 4:59am
Inspiration Ends On: Saturday, 16 February 2013 at 1:05am

Writer’s block came upon me after I wrote down my imagination, “As the pool of water burst to bubbles, Poetries burst forth from life experiences. Poetries burst forth in my walk of faith”. But the rest of the words flowed out while I was accompanying my mother to a community dinner.

Rough Tough

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Rough paths
Tough life
Cough complaints of pains

Rough paths
Tough life
Bitterness creeps in from pains.

Rough paths
Tough life
Jealousy leaps out of the eyes.
Hearts seeking prey.
Hungry for power.
Hungry for control.
Thirst to hurt.

OR

Rough paths
Tough life
With fear of the Lord
Flowers blossom beautifully

Rough paths
Tough life
With fear of the Lord
Fruits grow
Fruits ripen
Fruits are delicious
Where
Fruits bless the needy.


Inspiration On: Wednesday, 13 February 2013 at 8:41pm
Inspiration Ends On: Friday, 15 February 2013 at 1:40am

It all started with the words, “Rough, Tough, Cough”. Then it occurred to me about the book of Proverbs in comparing the righteous and the evil doers.

PR

PR - Pain of Rejection

PR – Pain of Rejection

Adam and Eve encountered pain of rejection
Rejection from God’s presence for eating the forbidden fruit.

PR - Pain Relief through People's Redemption

PR – Pain Relief through People’s Redemption

Our redemption through Jesus Christ.
Our redemption through His blood.
Our return to our Creator.


Inspiration On: Friday, 18 January 2013 at 1:39am
Inspiration Ends On: Saturday, 19 January 2013

The words ‘Pain of Rejection’ was lingering in my mind. It reminds me of Genesis 1 to 3. Since PR stands for ‘Public Relations’, ‘Permanent Resident’, and ‘Press Release’, ‘Puerto Rico’, ‘Progress Report’, ‘Public Radio’, and ‘Personal Relationship’.

Agony

Agony


Inspiration On: Thursday, 29 November 2012 at 2:24pm
Inspiration Ends On: Sunday, 9 December 2012 at 10:23am

When agony came to my mind, suddenly the words “accumulated grievous” rhymed in my mind. Next day, words for O and N came. Then writer’s block came upon me until two days ago, one word per day to complete the above inspirations – “Numerous” and “Times”.

Bomb

Bomb

Bomb

When we are burnt out
Our body will emit bizarre symptoms
Headache, stomach pain, loss of energy, lower body system
It is time to take care of our own bodies.


Inspiration On: 28 November 2012 at 6:40pm
Inspiration Ends On: 3 December 2012 at 12:09am

While I was returning home and caught under the rain, suddenly “burn out” came and how it is related to an exploding bomb. On Sunday, “more bizarrely” came upon me.

The wording came on Monday to realise that some symptoms occur upon me and I was reminded of the Scripture from 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 (NIV), “Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.

Tarnish

The tarnish in our lives often reminded us of our weakest moment in lives. It leaves the sense of regret besides of sense of achievements.

Tarnish


Inspiration On: Monday, 8 October 2012 at 6:50pm
Inspiration Ends On: Sunday, 14 October 2012 at 8:15am

As I was thinking during my shower the weaknesses of mankind and the regrets of choosing the paths we chose, “Tarnish” came to me. So the word for R and I came first.

Then the word for S came on Wednesday midnight whenever I saw my scar on my knee for jumping on my parents’ bed before. The broken sharp pin on my their bed made a line of bloody wound on my knee.

On Thursday midnight, the word for T and H came as the picture of a paper in my mind was tainted with dots of ink, and torn paper.

On Friday midnight, “No Return” for the word N seems the best to explain that there is no opportunity to return to the past to undo what had happened.

Finally, the words for A came on Sunday. It is to express the feelings those who tarnish their hearts and hands.

Stench

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An unexplainable, inexpressible terrible stench
Pinches my nose deep to the core
My nostril follows the stench
Finally it tracks down the root cause
Of the stench’s real whereabout.

The stench is coming from
My toddler who is in deep sleep
Oh, he defecates while asleep.
Oh, the stench is indeed so unbearable
My nose is hurting inside
Immediately, take action to clean him thoroughly
And the smell slowly diminishes.


Inspiration On: Thursday, 14 June 2012 at 4:20am
Revised On: Saturday, 16 June 2012 at 2:30am

Sins and trespassing are also giving the people a terrible stench of death. It is liken to the above haiku. There is a need of the grace of God through Jesus Christ, the Saviour of our soul to clean our hearts, minds, and motivations of our actions. Through His blood we receive the cleansing of our soul. (Romans 5:13-15; 6:11-13)

As I opened my room door, the terrible stench pained my nostrils. Then I realized the smell came from my sleeping toddler and I immediately clean him and change his diaper. As I was changing his diaper, “An unexplainable terrible stench” ringed in my mind. As I calmed down on my bed, I penned down my visualization of my feelings. Today is finalization of the above inspired haiku.

Jesus, Lord Jesus, You are Worthy of my Praise

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Chorus
Jesus, Lord Jesus, You are worthy of my praise
You are worthy of my love
Jesus, Lord Jesus, You are worthy of my praise
You are worthy of my love
Jesus, Lord Jesus, You are worthy of my praise
You are worthy of my love

Verse 1
Your hand stretched out to me with love
You offered me Your help when i’m so helpless
A broken hearted, You receive me with love
You saved and delivered me out from the darkness
Jesus, Jesus, You are worthy of my praise
You are worthy of my love

Verse 2
When i’m in pain, You’ve heard my cry and my prayer
Slowly, You answered my prayer
Gently, You knit my heart
Gently, You restored my wounded soul
Gently, You changed my heart
Jesus, my soul find rest in You
Jesus, You are worthy of my praise

Verse 3
My heart is grateful to You
My heart is thankful to You
i can’t express it with beautiful words
May You accept my thanking heart to You

Verse 4
Jesus, teach me how to simply love You
I want to love You forever
For You are the only One deserve my worship
For You are the only One deserve my acclaim
May God the Father be praised through You

Verse 5
Lord Jesus Christ,
You are truly the Son of God
You are truly the true and living God
You are the Saviour of my soul

Bridge
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah Jesus Christ
i want to worship You forever
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Inspired on: Saturday, 9 August 2003